It has been more than a year since I last wrote xanga. I have been asking myself if there is a point of continueing it, since I just can't be bother to write my diary XD however, there were alot of changed in this year, and somehow I had the feeling I want to start everything all over again. As a result, I am writing this again and I hope I can share some of my feelings with my close friends...
I have been trying hard to redo my home page cos it is really old-fashioned. I personally quite like the new one (although I borrow the framework from someone who shared their theme in xanga, I took all the pictures myself and ofcos the editing as well) Somehow feel abit refreshing, which I really do need some fresh things. I was reading and looking back to my entry a year ago, and I wonder how much different my life has become. The person who had been part of my life for 2.5 years has gone, all that left was memories and a broken heart. Nevertheless, life still has to go on, no matter what happen to you. All I can say is treasure what you have at the moment, you never know whts gona happen to you. Recently someone has sent me a post of a hong kong teenie girl xanga-which she kept on complaining why people has to donate money to the people who suffered in the sichun earthquake, but not to the panda which were lost. She kept saying that those people are just 'rubbish' and there are so many of them, so there is no point of donating to save them. On the other hand, she thinks panda is going to be extinct, why not save the panda instead. As a Chinese, all I can say is, I can't believe there are people that naiive continue to exist in Hong Kong and I really feel pity for her cos she gona have a really hard life in the future. I personally believe that if you do not want to donate, that is your choice, but there is no point on criticizing those people who already suffer alot. On the other hand, as an Animal behaviourist, I believe that the pandas are more likely to survive as they are more capable in detecting such hazards. I strongly believe that they are just hiding somewhere as they sense the hazard rather than getting lost. Animals have better instinct than human beings!!
Anyway, there are just no point of arguing with these people, cos they would never understand unless they are in that situation. Recently I have been recommended to go to a web-blog by ricebunny. She has such a talented and pretty girl, couldnt believe she is the same age as me!! She got those make-up and facial tutorial which are very useful indeed. I love her paintings as well!! wish i can paint like her....anyway her blog is www.xanga.com/ricebunny HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
I will be setting off to Germany tmr, hopefully I can continue to update my xanga ^^